Rant 1

To tell the truth I wish no one had offered their support... I'm used to try on my own, I'm the middle child so it's always been a struggle. When I got pregnant so many people wanted to help and said they were going to help and had plans to help. I belived them. Everytime I went for a doc's appointment my husband was there and my sister would text constantly to know what was going on. I felt loved. Everytime I was asked what was my postpartum plan and support system I said i had enough, after all more then enough people offered their help.
Bullshit
Thats what I got.
A whole bunch of nothing but bullshit promises.
I felt alone
Tired
Overwhelmed
Useless
Forgotten and so unloved

I wished no one had offered their help.
That way at least I would've prepared better for my loneliness.