Introverts manual: translation

Do you want...?

When I ask you that

Please take in consideration

That I would not ask you unless I had thought about it for a while

As an introvert and over thinker 

Consider me a person who would not 
For the worth of life

Would mouth, voiced or shout things randomly 

I have though about it

Considerably

For a while

I can’t 

I physically can’t 

I literally won’t

I don’t make choices on the spot

I think

I write

I consider the 

Thousands and 1 possibilities 

And then 

Maybe

I voice them 

To myself first 

Then I question 

“Do you want...?” 

Don’t

Please don’t give me a 

Fucking ambiguous answer

I’m as ambiguous as can be

If I’m asking you 

Is because I want an answer 

One I can’t find myself 

I can say 

“Well...maybe...I don’t know... it depends”

But not you 

You have to tell me the truth 

Not what you think I want 

Because you should know by now

That I no fucking idea 

I’m asking you

What YOU WANT

so answer me